I have been a very unstable adult until the last few years my mental health would take dips I'd get into ruts life was a lot more up and down periods of inflation and deflation easily triggered to inclinded to let negative emotion steer me if I had a bad feeling when starting a project it could derail me when it comes to people i'm always coming to negative conclusions as to why they do or did what they did or said choose to see malace and manipulation over ignorance and unnawareness jumping to conclusions that paints the other person in unfavourable colours instead of seeing the best in them and giving them the benefit of the doubt but I'm more aware of that now, and thats a big start don't get me wrong I'm a loving caring person but I do have a persecution complex and paranoid schizophrenia the combination of the two makes me think people are trying to derail or hobble me at times but in the last few years I've been able to keep n good terms with people without giving people the cold shoulder because of a hurt or a percieved slight and my productivity is through the roof If you want to be productive and stay on top of life but you are unstable it is so important to make your number one priority overcoming that instability this is whats holding you back from going where you want to be if you fall into ruts constantly or have people problems where you feel your always getting the wrong end of the stick if you want to get ahead you must work on becoming more stable you'll be discounted otherwise and put in the to hard basket I hope this helps #poetry #works Published 10-2-2026 Written on https://freewriter.app